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Deeply wounded

Thu Sep 7, 2006, 11:00 AM
This’s going to be one long ranting journal .. if you don’t like what you read here BITE ME !!!

I have this rule about not getting to close with anyone so I won’t get hurt .. but I’m
only human and sometimes I let ppl get too close to me …and then .. BAAANG .. things happen and remind me why I have this rule in the first place !!!!
But to talk about me behind my back and make me feel that whatever I draw is worthless!!? effortless?
Just tell me when did I say that I have talent or even called my self an artist?
Then why the backstabbing?

They say : ( It’s only the Naruto doujins you draw that ppl like and that’s why they watch you ?)
SO WHAT!!! I already acknowledge that .. and I never said my original drawings were the reason !!!
They say : (What realism?!?!?!! It’s only copying from a real photo!!!)
It’s NOT copying …If it’s that easy why don’t I see you guys using this method?

I’ll not bring up their names .. cause they’re not even worth mentioning .. but what I can say… I’m so stupid and emotional and such things really disturb me!
it’s not one or 2 or even 3 ppl who I’ve heard or been told about what they say behind my back !!! and what’s funny is that they SUCK big time in drawing.. !!!!

I was doing 4 new drawings at the same time, I was so motivated .. and after what happened I really felt like ….. nothing .. and as if I’m worth nothing …
I don’t feel like drawing anymore .. I’ve brought everything I’m currently drawing to a halt …

But what I want to know is why .. why do ppl who supposed to be your friends *sometimes I don’t even know them* , why do they do such hurtful things to you .. What’ll they gain ? are they jealous ? were they bored .. and didn’t think of anything to talk about except for my poor drawing skills ?


My sincere apologies for the this meaningless ranting ..I guess I might feel a lot better after a while .. but definitely not now .. and not soon ..

The university is starting this Saturday .. and we’ll be busy and that should take care of my depression … *dreams of spending great time with ayu, kori, suicide,miko,moon girl and gemo Xd*

So in the end .. a big hug for my online *true* friends .. rimosa , moohy , lilly and minome .. among many others .. I’m so sorry T..T/


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Sasuke paused
Sasuke & itachi paused
Kinshin paused
Roxas & Axero paused
Original character paused
L/death note realism paused
Naruto group realism paused
2 doujins paused


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:#1: :worship: :love:




18 Comments

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!n0ts0angelic Sep 7, 2006, 11:03:59 AM
People are too insecure with themselves so they put others down to make themselves feel better. It's really stupid and imature. I this girl on here, won't mention her name but she's sorta well known, tell me that I have 0 talent and I'll never get any better and that's why she never comments on my art. I didn't even ask her to comment on my art or even want her to since she's a stuck up bitch, but whatever. People suck and there's no way around them.
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Mood: Emotional ~Valli-chan Sep 7, 2006, 11:17:12 AM
It wasn't pointless.You wanted to get it out.Thats a reason.So,
it is important.I hope you feel better soon.People say things
that make you feel unimportant,because it makes them feel
big.Pop their balloon,dammit.Let them know that what they
say doesn't matter.I know your a great artist,we all know
that..But more importantly YOU KNOW THAT!So show them you don't care.Post more artwork.

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Don't worry bout anybody shit but yer own...Cause then you get caught in this square.~Keith

......Square?
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~bloody-widow Sep 7, 2006, 11:25:21 AM
This's exactly my point .. who are they to judge us .. specially if we didn’t ask for an opinion .. spare us plz !!! ....
I used to like drawing and have great time when I do it .. but now I really don’t … because of ppl like them >.<
But you said it … insecure, stupid and immature!!!

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"Here lies one whose name was writ in water" John Keats
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~Valli-chan Sep 7, 2006, 11:35:45 AM
I had the same problem.People said my pixel art was unoriginal,i should use my own base.blah firck blah fricken blah....We can defeat
them,we have the power.But seriously.Someone
needs to clue them in that THEY ARN'T GOD.so get over
yourselves....>< you know who you are.

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Don't worry bout anybody shit but yer own...Cause then you get caught in this square.~Keith

......Square?
:iconn0ts0angelic:
!n0ts0angelic Sep 7, 2006, 12:12:38 PM
I know, exactly. Same, people like that make me not want to post anything because more people like that are going to come along and do the same thing.
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~shikamaru1 Sep 7, 2006, 1:08:40 PM
Its always been in human nature.That human's judge another right away.There acts,looks,way they dressed.And they get labeled.
Its not your naruto stuff that attraacts people.Its what you can turn the work into.in my way.
They are just so self centered.And not a true friend i would call if they say that crap.Its really mean to talk behind your back.I have had it done to me.But I don't give a crap with people say about me.Yea im not so awesome at drawing.So like it.but others are like you only draw anime.You can't do realism or anything else.And i just say its a hobby.
Even if they ruin your mood.Try find somethingyou love to bring your spirit up.
Don't let people that low get to you :D.I think your a fantastic artisst.

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I forget the regret,and live my life loving...my love :D
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~ChibiKuki Sep 7, 2006, 11:04:04 PM
aww :hug: screw them ! don't destrub yourself about some mediocres o_o
and when college starts i'll meet u! =D
how does that sounds?

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when you have nothing, you lose nothing,and yet you can gain everything...
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~Renoa-Heartilly Sep 8, 2006, 5:35:40 AM
LOL omg is this about the sasuke drawing? :omg: i think that was amazing!! some people cant even put the drawing and trace on it! and you just used it as a reference and now they make you feel bad for it? >_> i liked that sasuke its in my extra special 'best pictures' folder :evillaugh: you know when i showed it to my brother he was " :slow: ahaa so its a photo edited? " ren: no its just reference, its all her drawing *-* . brother: :o no really??? *stares at sasuke* :o NO REALLY?????
:lmao:
i think your drawing is awsome, and your digital painting is superb :hug: dont let them put you down becasue they are jealous. :hug: :heart: be better and have lots of fun in uni!! :heart: :heart:

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"Then we must be sisters! LLSC!! ^o^"
Mai
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~minaru Sep 9, 2006, 7:20:49 AM
But what I want to know is why .. why do ppl who supposed to be your friends *sometimes I don’t even know them* , why do they do such hurtful things to you .. What’ll they gain ? are they jealous ? were they bored .. and didn’t think of anything to talk about except for my poor drawing skills?

I don't know the reason... o_o;
I know how that feels ^^;

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