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I've been tagged XD

Sat Jul 21, 2007, 3:18 PM
  • Listening to: Abington Boys School - Innocent Sorrow
  • Reading: The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
  • Watching: Full House
  • Drinking: Suadi
:iconlittle-lilly: tagged me yaay XD


Every tag has rules ^_^ :

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names.
Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...


The 6 weird habits/things/hates:

1- No matter how hot it gets, I have to cover my self completely with a VERY thick blanket, and only my feet are visible. Otherwise, I can't sleep *_*

2- Everything I use or own has to be clean, organized and in parallel position or I can't live!

3- When entering a bathroom, I have to enter it with my left foot or I have to step out of the bathroom and do it again, this time the right way <<< my way …. T_T

4- I hate pigeons! I find them to be extremely terrifying. Specially when they look at you from the side with their petite eyes or when they flap their wings .. >_<'''

5- I used to buy double grom the same item in case one is lost so I still have another one ^_^'' << got rid of that costly habit!

6- I loathe waking up in the morning more than anything else .. it's a complete torture.


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My dear friends

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Devious Journal Entry

Tue Jul 10, 2007, 8:41 AM
  • Listening to: O - DBSK
  • Reading: The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
  • Watching: Itazura na kiss
  • Eating: popcorn
  • Drinking: water
I finally finished this semester, and I feel completely drained lol ! I also fixed my internet connection, and soon after taking care of some hanging matters I'll be able to return and once again be a slightly active member ^_^/
I'm in such an awe of all the comments and notes which I received from all of you. They made me feel rejuvenated and special. Thanks to all my real friends who stood by my side I'll be sure to get in contact with you as soon as possible.


I also want to say welcome to my youngest sister :iconsuicide-shoujo: who finally decided to join DA. Please be nice, drop by her page and say hi ^_^




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My sister

:iconsuicide-shoujo:

My dear friends

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Deeply wounded

Thu Sep 7, 2006, 12:00 PM
This’s going to be one long ranting journal .. if you don’t like what you read here BITE ME !!!

I have this rule about not getting to close with anyone so I won’t get hurt .. but I’m
only human and sometimes I let ppl get too close to me …and then .. BAAANG .. things happen and remind me why I have this rule in the first place !!!!
But to talk about me behind my back and make me feel that whatever I draw is worthless!!? effortless?
Just tell me when did I say that I have talent or even called my self an artist?
Then why the backstabbing?

They say : ( It’s only the Naruto doujins you draw that ppl like and that’s why they watch you ?)
SO WHAT!!! I already acknowledge that .. and I never said my original drawings were the reason !!!
They say : (What realism?!?!?!! It’s only copying from a real photo!!!)
It’s NOT copying …If it’s that easy why don’t I see you guys using this method?

I’ll not bring up their names .. cause they’re not even worth mentioning .. but what I can say… I’m so stupid and emotional and such things really disturb me!
it’s not one or 2 or even 3 ppl who I’ve heard or been told about what they say behind my back !!! and what’s funny is that they SUCK big time in drawing.. !!!!

I was doing 4 new drawings at the same time, I was so motivated .. and after what happened I really felt like ….. nothing .. and as if I’m worth nothing …
I don’t feel like drawing anymore .. I’ve brought everything I’m currently drawing to a halt …

But what I want to know is why .. why do ppl who supposed to be your friends *sometimes I don’t even know them* , why do they do such hurtful things to you .. What’ll they gain ? are they jealous ? were they bored .. and didn’t think of anything to talk about except for my poor drawing skills ?


My sincere apologies for the this meaningless ranting ..I guess I might feel a lot better after a while .. but definitely not now .. and not soon ..

The university is starting this Saturday .. and we’ll be busy and that should take care of my depression … *dreams of spending great time with ayu, kori, suicide,miko,moon girl and gemo Xd*

So in the end .. a big hug for my online *true* friends .. rimosa , moohy , lilly and minome .. among many others .. I’m so sorry T..T/


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Sasuke paused
Sasuke & itachi paused
Kinshin paused
Roxas & Axero paused
Original character paused
L/death note realism paused
Naruto group realism paused
2 doujins paused


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Picking a subject for these journals sure is a pai

Tue Jul 25, 2006, 12:18 PM
Stole this from journal .. wohoooo .. my first time doing one of those!!!

1) smoked weed or cigs: yes
2) consumed alcohol: no
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex: just sleeping right? yes !
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex : yes
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex: no
6) made out with someone of the same sex: no
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex: my cousin? My brother? My dad?
8) watched porn: no
9) bought porn: no
10) done drugs: no
TOTAL: 4

11) taken pain killers: yes !
12) taken someone else’s prescription medicine: yes
13) lied to your parents: yes * rarely though .. I hate lying*
14) lied to a friend: yes
15) snuck out of the house: yes
16) done something illegal: yes
17) cut yourself: yes
18) hurt someone: emotionally? probably .. yes
19) wished someone to die: oh yes !
20) seen someone die: yes
TOTAL: 10

21) missed curfew: yes
22) stayed out all night: yes
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself: yes
24) been to a therapist: yes
25) been to rehab: yes
26) dyed your hair: yes
27) received a ticket: like a speeding ticket ? no !
28) been in a wreck: no
29) been to a club: yes
TOTAL:7

31) been to a wild party: no
32) seen the Mardi Gras: no
34) had a summer break in Florida: no
35) sniffed anything: no
36) wore black nail polish: I love it !
37) wore arm bands: yes
38) wore t-shirts with band names: hmm .. no
39) listened to rap: yes
40) own a 50 cent cd: no
TOTAL: 3

41) dressed gothic: yes
42) dressed prep: no
43) dressed punk: no
44) dressed grunge: no
45) stole something: ... no
46) been too drunk to remember anything: no
47) blacked out: no
48) fainted: no
49) had a crush on your neighbour: yes >.>/
50) had someone sneak into your room: yes
TOTAL: 3

51) snuck into someone else's room: yes
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex: no
53) been to a concert: yes
54) dry humped someone: huh ?
55) been called a slut: not in my face .. !
56) called someone a slut: I try so hard not to !
57) installed speakers in your car: no .. but my brother did XD
58) broke a mirror: yes
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house: like my uncle's house? sure ^..^
60) brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush: eww !
TOTAL: 4

61) consider ludacris your favourite rapper: no
62) seen an R rated movie in theatres: no
63) cruised the mall: yes
64) skipped school: hmm .. used to .. not any more..
65) had an eating disorder: yes
66) had an injury: almost in every part of my body *..*/
67) gone to court: no
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying: yes .. lol .. We forgot our money but we were customers so .. they let us leave without paying XD’’ ..was very embarrassing though !
69) caught something on fire: yes
70) lied about your age: hmm .. I never tell my real age anyway .. so no !
TOTAL: 6

71) owned an apartment: no
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend: no
73) been cheated on: no
74) got in trouble with the police: no
75) talked to a stranger: at some point everyone most talk some strangers .. right ?
76) hugged a stranger: no
77) kissed a stranger: no
78) rode in the car with a stranger: yes
79) been sexually harassed: no
80) been verbally harassed: no
TOTAL: 2

81) met face to face with someone you met online: yaaaaah ^..^
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight: huh .. I can easily beat that number ! *has no life*
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight: yes
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight: yes
85) been to a fair: if it's what I think it's then .. yes !
86) been called a bad influence: ohhh yaaah >.<'
87) cursed: yes .. try to stop though.
88) prank called someone: lol .. yes .. just for fun though !
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex: what's with you and the opposite sex/bed !!
90) cheated on a test: no .. others do copy from me !
TOTAL: 9

91) cheated on homework: hmm ... no ..
92) recieved/given a handjob: huh @..@?
93) been pushed into a pool: omg .. yes .. don't remind me .. *almost drowned*
94) played pool: no ?
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight: no
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you: no
97) had a crush on someone younger: yes *..*
98) wear eyeliner: no
99) skinny dipped: no
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt: no
TOTAL: 2

TOTAL 50 REBEL !!! *does her little rebel dance !* .. lol .. maybe .. I might've been one long time a go .. not anymore << gotten older

10-20= goodie good
21-30= a little rebellious
31-40= GETTING HOT BABY
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= bad ass
91-100= see you in hell


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Latest updates:

Oookay .. finally found the time and paid attention to my account …and I discovered that I’m not into drawing like I used to be .. so , probably after finishing what’s in my hands I’ll be taking a looong vacation from drawing !

I’m into Sai X Naruto nowadays *..*/…. Sasuke finally has a love ribalo.. almost as troubled and strange as him >.>’’

And I’m beginning to like kawaii bishoujo T..T .. I even draw them in deferent painters all day long >.>’’ *all because of moohy’s super duper kawaaaaaaiii drawings*

Waiting for DN movie .. Wanting POT movie and musical .. this damn DSL isn’t downloading properly .. !!

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To do list :

sasuke *coloring only* 2% done for
sasuke&itachi 80%done
kinshin 50%done for koriii chan !
original character 30%done
L/death note realism 1%done
naruto group realism 0%done for meeeeee


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YO YO YO !

Sun Jan 8, 2006, 4:51 PM
Yay new avatar ….. lol do you like it … it’s Oro chwaaaan *giggles and looks at yami*
I’m felt supa hyper the last week or so and still feeling so.. donno why .. maybe because I flunked a test out of 4 .. and still have 3 more to go !! mwahahahaha .. I swear I doodled naruto in my exam paper *talk about obsession*

Finished 3 drawings + colored them yaaaay me..
Finished 2 mangas hurray me ..
Planning on cging a gift from myu to
Still have like 4 more cging and 10 mangas ideas

I wonder why my right hand joint hurt so much >.>’’

The latest news is that they finally blocked DA here in KSA .. I wrote a letter filled with the most beautiful language that you’ll ever come across >.<
So I don’t think they’ll ever reopen it again … Hah..aha ..ha ..h..

Hmmm… also thinking about giving 30K present to whom ever catch it ^^

Am I the only one how thinks that naruto manga is spuaaaaaaah cool now … I can’t predict what’s going to happen and can’t wait for the week to end so they’ll upload a new chapter >.< !!

AND HAPPY EID EVERYONE !!!!

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